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Aug 13, 2004 23:21

I'm not even sure what keeps me going anymore. I forget to breathe sometimes when it gets particualry bad, and I forget what I'm even doing here. I don't have anything to make me happy. I feel alone 99.9% of the time, even when I'm standing in the middle of a crowd. And I don't smile. Not real ones like I used to, but I'm a pro at faking them now. ( Read more... )

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greedyflyinhere August 13 2004, 23:48:25 UTC
beer keeps me going

its worth a shot

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bostonredsox5 August 14 2004, 09:41:37 UTC
i love ya Doak!! .. keep ur head up .. ur stronger than ya think =) .. im here if ya wanna talk n im done with school so we can chill .. my stupidity will shorely put a smile on that face of urs!

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forg3tm3not August 14 2004, 20:11:35 UTC
it starts to get better doak, i promise. you always have me and everyone else here for you. i love u!!!

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kelsavestheday August 16 2004, 12:34:55 UTC
life goes on even after the thrill of living is gone

dont worrrrry doak, i have my crack ass to cheer u up! I <3 you! when u feel like getting away u can come stay in no mans land with me in rockville.

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xxxemocorexx August 15 2004, 15:45:50 UTC
Once college starts things will be better, you can forget everyone you want to forget and still see the people you want to, start over, meet new people, mature people. And swim team will be good, things will get better, i sware.

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