Im not sure why I still occasionally write in this anymore. I, for some reason, feel it necessary to update cyber world on whats going on with me ( Read more... )

oh 2008 you have been both heartbreaking and wonderful.

worst of 2008= not getting into the nursing program and having to leave scsu

best of 2008= getting engaged!!!!

As I study for my pathophysiology exam that I have tomarrow I can't help but notice the silence of my basement..even though there are many wierd noises my basement likes to make it still reminds me of how much I miss living with my two best friends. This semester is almost over and I still cannot stop dwelling on the fact that I miss seeing their ( Read more... )

 I really hate the fact that i have two smashed bugs on my bedroom ceiling. It would be much better if they were'nt right in front of me. I would leave the bugs alone if they left me alone but they both kept buzzing right over my bed and I was getting paranoid about what would happen when I fell asleep ( Read more... )

Its amazing how spring makes me feel alive. I love it. The trees, the air, the flowers, the sun, the warm breeze. It just feels nice. Winter is so long and dreadful. I feel like I wait for spring for sooo long. I forget what spring feels like in the winter, it kind of feels like spring is never going to come, and then when it finally shows up its  ( Read more... )

 
Hola,

Esta semana es una semana ocupada para mí. Tengo mucho trabajo para hacer para la escuela. Tengo mucho estres. Yo también soy preocupado por conseguir todo completó a la hora. Busco un trabajo. Quiero trabajar en un resturante. Trabajo en el verano.

Comienzo una nueva escuela en el otoño. Voy a la escuela para ser una ( Read more... )

The next few couple of weeks are going to filled with major anxiety and a life determining letter. Right now, this letter determines my life, and what Im going to be doing with myself in the next 2-3 years. I constantly think about the stupid letter, I know in the long run, it will be just a stupid letter, but right now...I'm terrified of it. This ( Read more... )

So lately I have been forced to notice extreme unfairness in my world. I am not bitter at the world or bitter with my life...I just always wonder who sets the rules for this world? Someone has to be directing this shit...because I sit back and look at everything...and everything just plain sucks ( Read more... )

so this is the end to another summer.
another summer where i realize that i have a total of 3 friends in east hartford.
another summer where i realize how lonley and bored i get without constent busy-ness.
an end to long days of doing whatever i feel like.

So i cant even tell how this year is gonna turn out. new roomate is gonna be hard to adjust ( Read more... )

Aug13th- Left early morning to Branford where roomie Jamie lives. Celebrated my birthday all day with my two wonderful roomates. Ate chocolate cake for lunch on the beach, layed around, talked. Got ready and went out dorm shopping for our room. We bought lots of fun pretty creative stuff to go around the apartment! Ate a yummy yummy dinner at Cosi' ( Read more... )