I'm home. (HEAR THAT CASEY??!! I'M HOME ( Read more... )

I want a lover I don't have to love

I want a boy whos so drunk he doesn't talk

I've got this hunger and I can't seen to get full

I need some meaning I can memorize

The kind that always seems to slip my mind

But you write such pretty words

But life is no storybook

Love is an excuse to get hurt and to hurt.

"Do you like to hurt?"

"I do, I do"

"Then ( Read more... )

Yesterday was our last day of work. And the last 2 hours were spent getting paid to watch the rain. I loved my job, and the people. I'll miss it<33 ( Read more... )

I went over to Kelly's house tonight. It will always be Kelly's house in my mind, no matter who lives there. There have been so many great and bad times in that house. Man...if those walls could talk. They would talk about the greatest party that lasted till 11 ever, and about the curly haired girl who puked in almost every room, and sassed the ( Read more... )

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I'm surrounded by jerks.

Last week of work. Then off on vacation starting Monday(I couldn't need it more), swimming starts, as does school.

Senior year. Oh boy. I'll be counting down the days till graduation.

I'm not even sure what keeps me going anymore. I forget to breathe sometimes when it gets particualry bad, and I forget what I'm even doing here. I don't have anything to make me happy. I feel alone 99.9% of the time, even when I'm standing in the middle of a crowd. And I don't smile. Not real ones like I used to, but I'm a pro at faking them now. ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATY P.!!!

I officially hate boys. All of them.

I don't wanna be working today ( Read more... )