I tried to take the anger out of me and discovered that life is a fight of flight situation every day and if I'm not ready to fight then I might as well kill myself because that's the only real way to get away. Some soul searching has led me to the conclusion that my anger is just an acidic armor that I've built around the sadness and hopelessness ( Read more... )

There are too many miserable assholes in the world and I'm sick of dealing with them. I'm sick of having to go into every single day ready for a fight. Maybe I should hone my writing skills and become a hermit/ author so I can make a living without dealing with miserable jerks whose only aspirations seem to be to bring everyone else down to their ( Read more... )

I hate knowing ahead of time that he is going to be "The One That Got Away". We've been having fun for going on 9 months now I think. I'm doing a good job of not over thinking things and just enjoying it while it lasts but I can't help occasionally remembering that we're just kidding ourselves. He isn't going to move back here and I'm not moving ( Read more... )

My Facebook status right now reads: "I realized today that at some point I became complacent. One day I realized that I was happy with my life and decided to just sit back, relax, and enjoy the ride. Fine. Except that I've been so relaxed that I've become boring. Like, really boring. I'm bored with myself. That's kinda amazing and sad. Time for a ( Read more... )

Men should not be allowed to talk to me. That is all.

Ian, Kristin and I went to visit Karl in Vermont for 3 days. While I had a good time I am going to take over the planning and driving next time for several reasons. One, Ian didn't remind Karl that we were coming up so Karl didn't take time off. Additionally Ian knew that Karl's day off was on Thursday but didn't tell Kristin to take the day off ( Read more... )

I think no one will read this. Oh well. Just getting annoyed that someone was clearly interested in a guy, denied it, pushed him on me, and is now dating him. Good job. I didn't like him, but it's still annoying ( Read more... )

On the 22nd of this month. I know it's not a lot of notice, sorry. No one under 21. I probably won't be having any of these once I start school ( except maybe a Halloween one ) so everyone should come! Also I want as many people as possible so they can act as buffers for any potential drama. =) FIRE!!! A tree was cut down in my yard so we need ( Read more... )

My brother might be coming to live with us. We don't really know when or if it's really going to happen yet. He's getting a divorce not by his choice. I won't get into the reasons as I know that I have a very biased opinion. Everyday the story is a little different as to if/when he is coming ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about having a party on Saturday June 27th. The usual night time fire and video games thing. What does everyone thing? Who can make it?