My future is so bright, I gotta wear shades. A business that looks to give me a chance at a real career.  My band is starting to do what it should. My girl is still my girl..and going to stay that way forever. I feel like a king right now. But as always, here comes the gut check: The turd floating in my Cheerios tells me I now have something ( Read more... )

due to a myspace folly I cant post this on there, and Heathur wants to read it so I rule and here it is. I am so very tired. doe slow everyone. die slow ( Read more... )

lets see, where to begin. this blog will have no spelling corrections, wich means even MORE errors than before. I am going to type as long as I can, this is to see what I am really thinking. I did an experiment on myspace. I said what was friendly. and everything was fine I suppose. But as soon as you start even lightly delving into feelings, it ( Read more... )

I think my brain is finally leveling off. I have been really confused lately. Thinking so much about everything my head hurts. Im still thinking as much, but it is all leading somewhere. If im careful I may just live till im old. well see. I cant wait to get on with my life. we will see if that ever happens. Funny thing is, everyone things today is ( Read more... )

well. damn, I just lost my will to type. I have so much I want to say. Hmmm. Bored. Fore me, thats dangerous. I think I am whatever people see in me. Appearances dont lie, right? I am selfish. I think. I am not a complainer, despite this entry. That gets me in trouble, If I would only.....wait, I almost did what I say I dont do. shit. If you want ( Read more... )

I have been thinking. my brain hurts. My dreams are back. something is different this time. last night all i could here doors slamming and literally my brain yelling at me.So loud it made my ears hurt. ....my brain isnt very nice.Saying weird things. i think i really should see a srink after that one, cause you know its bad if it stands out from ( Read more... )

FUCCCCCCCKKKKKKKK. just. fuck.

I am tired. I almost to tired to type this. Not tired in the "im tired of life and i want to cry for help so pitty me tired. quite the oppistie acually, just expevt WAY more speeling errors. things are looking up. i FINALLY foiled my arch enemy. I guess that is what happens when a villian has a villian. well, work work work. I think the basd ( Read more... )

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