ive been so happy. so genuinely happy lately.
and then i get phone calls like that
and i break
and all this hard work just turns into contradictions
i dont know what to do.

i want to stand on a roof top and yell about all the great things that have happened to me.
i want to hug everyoen i see.
i want to smile.
i want to hang out with my friends.
i want to work with my favorite people.
i have never felt like this.
i have never been to genuinely say this.
i am happy.

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i have never wanted to go home so bad.
no one here understands the slightest bit. nor will i try to explain it to them.
the only thing im going off of this weekend is that fact that michael is with me.
i cant do this alone anymore.

i have never made a better choice in my whole life.
i am so happy i chose oneonta
i absolutely love it here.
i love the people, the campus, the classes.

i have never been so happy with my surroundings as a whole.

SUCO 2012 <3

 i love college.

 this has  by far been the best summer of my life.
it's ending to soon.
tonights gonna suck.

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im done wearing black.
im done walking into rooms filled with people i care about so much and seeing them in so much pain.
i want my heart to stop hurting.
i want answers to wtf is happening.
i want to hug mike and aunt laura and drew and nana and papa and aunt mary and i want them to tell me it's okay.
i want to not have to deal with this.
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i realized what is goin to make me happiest in my life.
i want to travel the world.
i cant wait to study abroad.