Currently I find myself working at Tops, along with my sister until I can save up enough money for a car. I have withdrew from college at Suny Canton and am wasting my life according to some people. I do not know what I wish to do with my life, maybe I'll be a photography teacher, maybe a writer, maybe I won't go back to college, maybe it will ( Read more... )

myspace is being difficult, so here is my update.

so. since i probably wont be here for the better half of this week, on account of either being at the hospital or being over at jen and brendans, i figured i should update this for those who care. last nite i drove my mom to the hospital around 4:30/5ish and stayed til about 10:30, she stayed the ( Read more... )

The truth is not the best thing to tell fragile people, instead you must tiptoe around the truth, or just overall ignore it and feed them a nice sugar coated lie. I thought you know since i have no problem with what people have to tell me, maybe i could do the same, but no i have to be so careful because they hurt easily? well just cuz i don't ( Read more... )

Looking back through my life, years, months, and even weeks ago, i look at where i've been and i get this sick feeling in my stomach, like "how could i do that", "what was i thinking" pictures and the like bring back memories that i have already packed away and they start to come out and i just feel disgusted i guess the word is. but then after i ( Read more... )

Read the top first cuz it fits into the bottom

It’s my fault

I must mean a lot to you

You must really care about me
You must want me all to yourself
You must want to protect me from pain
I must mean that much to you
I’ll be more careful how I act

I’ll try to be more trusting
You must never want me to leave you
I’m sorry for yelling at you
I ( Read more... )

up late for a number of reasons. the sun's coming up, maybe i should go to bed....or maybe i should stay up all nite... theres only a few more hours eh maybe ill take a few hours and sleep. i think ill go do that, its prolly healthy and all. bed here i come

Summer. Getting a job, working the summer away most likely. Timing does in fact suck. I have had good late nites all this week. This one has apparantly come to an end though. Good nite

1 year and 2 days until i can legally get out of this prison ( Read more... )

Here's the situation, you watch one of those movies, you know the ones with the guy and the girl having an amazing relationship after bad relationships and other obstacles. well you're single and you watch the movie, and you're like oh thats cute, too bad its not like that in the real world. soon you find a guy(or girl for that matter) and you go ( Read more... )

Skipped springapoolza, was smuggled out in a van cuz my i was runnin late and couldnt have my mom write the note. we went got pizza and wings went to jakes chilled then ended up at the mall then back to jakes and more chillage and then i came home. fun day. now im bored and want to do soemthing too bad i caaant cuz its 9:42pm. ok well im going to ( Read more... )