The first funny thing is that i'm actually using this ( Read more... )

I'M BACK!!!

Bluty=not having enough of my frndssss on it.

I made a new Journal. VISNisTehN00b

ADD ME OR I'll ADD YOUUUU!111!!!

OH MAN!!!

I have a newwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww journal.

RIGHT HERE

If any of you are onnnnnnn blurty add me.

Hey, 2005 is almost over ( Read more... )

Today was a good day, despite the fact that i had to go to saturday school to make up an english paper. Only took me an hour so its no biggie ( Read more... )

I felt really shitty at the concert tonight. Just plain shitty. I just felt like I didn't want to be there, people that were talking were annoying me, just plain shitty. Its not like i didn't want to be there because I didn't want to do the concert, I just felt like maybe if I wasn't there, I wouldn't feel so bad. i don't know why. We did have a ( Read more... )

It seems that everyone is just...pulling away from me for some reason.

Like people I used to be able to hang out with and talk to a lot...it just doesn't happen anymore. I feel overlooked, almost avoided.

I don't know if I did something wrong, got on peoples nerves or what.

This entry has been a long while coming.

So the highlight of my day was when i was looking for my mini speakers that my mom stashed somewhere on one of her cleaning frenzies, i found this awesome fiber optic lamp like thing that changes colors. pretty sweet.

Other than that, nothing extraordinary.

I feel kinda shitty right now, and i don't know why.

I guess its that same feeling of simple hopelessness that i've gotten a few times before.

I mean I go and hang out with people, Josh, Simon, Frankie, Cliff to name a few, but it just doesn't seem to matter. I mean, sure they are my friends, plus more, but...they aren't the people I truly care ( Read more... )

I am a loser.

I spent roughly 12 hours at the mall this weekend. 3 1/2 Friday. 5 1/2 Saturday. 3 1/2 Sunday ( Read more... )