i ate a bad quesadilla and got really sick. i lost 7 lbs in under 24 hours.

one of the following things is going to happen to me in the next few months:

1) i get laid off.
2) i get promoted.
3) i get promoted shortly before being laid off.

throw that on top of all the other shit plaguing my life, and you've got one irritable mike.

no ice cream.
no soda.
no liquids other than water (water based protein shakes are ok).

the cut phase is going into overdrive. 175-180, here i come.

failure is not an option.

(i realize this is a dumb post, but i want the added pressure of staying true to my word that comes from making a public statement)

september 1, 2005: 285.5 lbs
november 17, 2006: 184.5 lbs

one hundred and one (fucking) pounds lost in a little over a year.

tomorrow seems so hopeless.

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i just dropped an 85lb dumbell on my chest.

needless to say, it hurt.

rsndfklvx/a.

fuck.

i think my nose is broken and my upper lip is 4 times its normal size. paying $15 bucks to see a band, and then getting layed the fuck out after only two songs from said band, blows.

in an attempt to re-evaluate my life, i'm going to make a real effort to not go online. so if you need to talk to me, call me. i doubt anyone who reads this will care about this, but yeah... the internet is bad, and i'm trying to stay away.