I feel so utterly useless. No matter how much theater I watch, or how heavily I throw myself in projects both necessary and superfluous, I can't seem to shake this feeling. It's like I have no purpose for existence, like the world is rejecting me, the very earth itself ( Read more... )

I have over 5000 words written of my novel so far.

I've learned how to pour shots and make highballs, including the sloe screw.

I have eaten far too much halloween candy.

I've laughed very hard.

I have cried in fear for this country.

All of that today, plus I worked out. Man I'm tired, but now I get to go watch Willy Wonka, yay!

I was so sure that people actually cared, that most of the damn country had a mind of its own, but apparently it's too much to ask. Fine, vote for your God, vote to save the babies, but it will end up killing more people with names, faces, and lives already in place. Not to mention destroying our good name with most of world. Well, what's left ( Read more... )

50,000 words - 870 = a lot of words, but I started ( Read more... )

Yuck yuck yuck. Not even the sight of the Mississippi River covered with rolling fog is enough to make me tolerate peaceably this disgusting dampness. Blech! A horrible day to wear jeans, and yet... here I am, in jeans ( Read more... )

Yeah, long internet sessions and wooden dorm chairs do not mix ( Read more... )

Why can't I concentrate? I mean, I'm getting my work done, but in bits and dribbles. And why can't I focus on the now? I'm so wrapped up in daydreams that I get nothing done where it counts. Blech. On the plus side however, I'm seeing two shows this weekend, after seeing two last week and three the week before. I might have slacker classes, ( Read more... )

Shoot, I was hoping the theater high would last more than a day. I don't get me, this makes no sense. It's college for goodness' sake, why am I so bloody unhappy? I need to do something, not just sit around whining about having nothing to do ( Read more... )

Well... I'm officially a theater major now. And I think I've found at least one niche already. Good golly, I love improv. I was there for three hours on Monday night. Of course, it'll be even more fun when I have people to talk to. Being new is terribly frightening, but it didn't keep me from performing. Hmmm... acting that you don't have to ( Read more... )

So today I got up, showered, ate, went to classes, had a very hard time concentrating due to seasonal allergies making my head stuffy, went back to my dorm, had lunch, did laundry, puttered about on-line, wrote a short paper, went around offering cookies to my dormmates, researched student activities, and now I'm writing in livejournal ( Read more... )