You tell me to do what my heart says... Well, what if I don't know what my freakin' heart is telling me? It tells me one thing one minute and the total opposite the next! Dear Lord, I hate my life. I just wish I could die so I don't have to go through any of this!!!!! ~BG~
Just calm down and take time to organize your thoughts, that is what I had to do. Call different people to get different perspectives on the situation.
How is this for a piece of advice, you continue this relationship feeling this way, or you just tell him that you don't think it will work out and you will get better.
I don't want to hear you say you want to die... nothing is ever too bad to overcome.
I can't call different people, no one will understand what I am going through! As for your advise, I appreciate it but that is what I've been thinking ever since all of this has started. Things might not be too bad to overcome but still the fact that life has to be so freakin' hard and there are just times you want to crawl into a corner and sleep and maybe even die. I love you too, Sam. Thanks for putting up with me all of these years. I don't deserve a friend like you.
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You are the advice giver... you gave me the most useful advice of anyone... but now you are doubting your own judgement.
Like you told me, everything happens for a reason. Just do what feels right. Do what your heart tells you.
I am here for you no matter what. If you want to release tension, I am going to be home all day.
Shadow
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~BG~
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How is this for a piece of advice, you continue this relationship feeling this way, or you just tell him that you don't think it will work out and you will get better.
I don't want to hear you say you want to die... nothing is ever too bad to overcome.
I love you... and you know that I really am here.
Shadow
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~BG~
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