i've been writing /04 at the end of my dates instead of /06 and it feels strange because I don't understand why,except that I feel like some of the stuff going on happened two years ago. i keep needing to shake myself to remind me things are very different and i'm doing really different things than when I was almost 18, instead of almost 20. I have ( Read more... )

SUMMER'S NEAR!!

quite frankly i feel sick to my stomach. seriously and even though I know how silly it is, I really do feel physically sick. this was a horrible venture, what was I thinking of ( Read more... )

today was awesome. tonight was pretty horrible on a couple of accounts.
i really appreciate certain people.

so far the past two days have been the nicest minus getting almost no sleep.laying in hammocks all day in the sun and eating ice cream, feeling like summer's practically here and looking forward to this weekend.there's a couple people I wish were gonna be up here for culture shock, but it's not gonna be that great anyway ( Read more... )

correction: yesterday was ice cream,sweaty dancing,singing along,RAW HIDE!(whip sound),missing,drinking,feeling alright, feeling pretty horrible,stockyard stoics, SNAKED!,gloryhole as the ramones,los gatos negros,the guitar game,falafel,sitting on the grass,kids i like, kids i don't like,feeling like things haven't changed at all ( Read more... )

FUCK YEA! this is the best thing to happen me in the longest time. i'm the happiest right now that I've been in months. WOOHOO

I'm content right now, this feeling that fills me up and makes me feel like I just want to run away back to california, if only for the week I have off. friends playing a show tonight on my campus, i need to write my New Zealand essay, but for the first time this week it feels good to not be worried I'm forgetting something ( Read more... )

i'm ridiculous, i'm worrying about something incredibly trivial, but honestly, it feels good to just worry about something unimportant again for a little while and not things that actually mean so much that I can't stop thinking of them

I'm honestly in one of the best moods I've been in a long time. It's 7 AM and I need to sleep, but I don't want to because I'm afraid I'll wake up and everything will suck again HA. This is amazing.

ps. I think I'm hanging out this week. I don't think it's healthy to stay inside this much.
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