dear 2006,
I'd like to make less mistakes this year.
thanks alot,
-s

It's weird to think another year is almost gone ( Read more... )

i spend more time watching movies and knitting than i do talking to anyone.the transit strike makes it easier, everything gets me sadder than I'd like to be and it feels safer to stay inside for days.weeks. I'm seeing my brother this weekend, i think that will be nice. sometimes I feel barely able to function and the words i'd like to say to you ( Read more... )

dear Tre,Tyler,Buddy,
thank you for buying us dinner last night, after an amazing variety hour with rosie's dad and "the bunny ranch" from nevada, this was a perfect cap to our night.

love,
R,R,S,C,S,A

it's pretty tough standing strong. it's pretty lonely, i've been knitting alot, i got drunk last night and listened to the worst band ever, i felt like it was the white noise inside of me more than anything real. i wish i could be so distracted all the time. i'm bad at being strong, i always just want to be weak and break down.

this year will end almost, with the lonliest month leaving me to remember all the things that came before and all the memories maybe we both forgot. i hope i can do this, i've never really been particularly good at stuff like this and despite what you way i'm pretty bad at being a rock.

i sat in my room today eating chocolate fudge poptarts, listening to the cure and playing solitaire. fuck when did this become my life ( Read more... )

if you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want- good or bad. when you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you.

after having a somewhat lonely day that ended in me trying out for the V-day festival stuff they do every year, I walked into my room at 11:45 to almost trip over the one girl I actually dislike here. it would be funny that my room mate has made friends with this girl, if i wasn't sure i'm going to see her in my room all the time now and it wasn't ( Read more... )

the past few weeks have been bad. i don't know whats going on with me, but i never really want to open my mouth when i'm here because i'm somewhat unhappy and i'm short tempered. I feel like i'm always in control, but not really at all, i'm just so full of stress and have all these responsibilities and problems resting on my shoulders. all i want ( Read more... )