i don't write often; i find that i don't have much to say.

life is going pretty good. i'm just awaiting the day it's all going to come crashing down.

i sound depressed--i'm not. in all honesty, i'm happier than i have been in years.

i love meeting someone new & just having that instant connection with them.
i'm falling so fast & it scares the hell ( Read more... )

ehh so much has happened.

i'm miserably sick.

yea i thought i was gonna write some long entry, but i'm soo lazy & miserable.

IM me on aim- jaded6188

Life....
     you are crazy, & not always kind, & always complicated.

but i love you.

dear world:

i am a fool.

sincerely,

brittany.

we signed the lease last night.

moving out. :D

friday was my birthday.

it was cool.
i'm 19 now; old enough to drink in canada. woo hoo. except i already drink here, so big deal.

i drank last night for the first time in forever. i love drunken trampoline adventures.

it's fucking hotttt.

still don't have my car.

super excited about starting school soon.

FUCK I SO DON'T WANT TO BE ON THE COMPUTER ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder what would happen if i just picked up & left. moved to some random state where i have to struggle & not rely on my parents. if i left a note telling them i was fine & not kidnapped, but not tell them where i went till i was sure i was ok.
would i make it? could i handle the sudden transition of one day knowing if i fucked up i ( Read more... )

ehh what to say.

it's so beautiful out. i kind of want to to go for a bike ride. haha i haven't ridden my bike in probably 7 years. ha ha.

i got a car!!!!!!! you have no idea how fucking happy i am about this. it's a 99 plymouth (sp?) neon. it's a metallic purplish color, but not a pimp purple, so i'm content. haha i just have to wait, cuz the guy ( Read more... )

so earlier today i singed my bangs while i was hitting off a green pepper bong. i wasn't even aware that you could make bongs out of food. the situation was so incredibly ridiculous, that all i could do was laugh at myself, & keep tokin.

crazy.

there's something wrong with me. i haven't been sleeping right for about a month now. i'll be ( Read more... )

so. last night was interesting.