so i'm really fucking sick of not falling asleep till 5 am every night (morning, i should say). i get boooored. & it's 5am, so who the fuck else is up?! NO ONE! because it's 5 am! argh.

i'm officially enrolled in school.....did i already write about this? i doubt it, i tend to neglect my livejournal.
anyway. i start in july, not may.....right around ( Read more... )

i love not having a car. because that means i have no life.

on a good note, i believe i may be going to the leon studio one cos school in amherst. i am sooo excited. plus i'll be out by kristy!!!! wooo!!!!!!

i have no friends out here anymore. well, none that i see anyway.

the super good part about going to school in the fact that i ( Read more... )

it's been a while.
   things were better, & now they're worse again.

i wish i could trust people. sadly, when i try, i get fucked over.

thinking of going to school for coz. it was something i always wished i had done in hs, & i think i'd like it.
who knows though. i am such a loser.

why are girls such fucking CUNTS?! honestly, i don't get ( Read more... )

i am a homewrecker.

yessssssss; what i always wanted to be.

my life is so fucked. 
      i need a fucking lawyer. my mom won't talk to me, unless she needs something. i'm broke. i have pretty big bills. i need to move out.

i'm sick of this self-pity. someone wanna give me 2 grand? cuz that'd be sweet.

haha

i think i'm going ( Read more... )

so....car accident last night. on angel, right before hanover rd, heading into forestville.
   yea, it was sweet.

we almost died.

only by some fucking MIRACLE did we miss hitting the pole head on, & bounced (fucking BOUNCED) off it, & didn't even hit the building! came within 2 inches of it, but did not hit it.

my car is fucked. & i don't ( Read more... )

so, i got arrested last night ( Read more... )

i kind of want to go to buff state. good luck getting in there, self. haha

i'm sick of myself. i want to see improvement.

i'm trying to move out. i fucking hate money. i really need to be on my own, though. hopefully this works out.

i have nothing important to say.
         

so it's been an incredibly long time.

a lot has changed.

i don't feel like going over everything from the past 6-7 months. suffice it to say that i grew up a lot.

i now have my lip pierced, & two tats. :D i am incredibly happy with them. i'll post pictures later on when i figure out how again. lol

i also have a whole new set of friends. i am ( Read more... )

apparently on june 1, i will suddenly be responsible enough to make my own decisions.

i have no more to say on that subject.

on june 24th, i will be forever free of the people i grew up with. am i sad? no. do i wish it'd last longer? i'd rather shoot myself. i'll miss a whole 5 people, which is sad really. though i try not to regret, i ( Read more... )

i´m in madrid. i want to come home.

ONLY A DAY & A HALF TILL WE LEAVE. WOOO!!!!!!!!!!!