yesterday my life was so close to being over. i have never been so relieved in my life. thank you goddess, for sparing us.

i wish i cared enough to do something about it.

it's like nothing i've ever felt, this sadness, this sorrow. yet tears won't fall. deep down, i don't care. i don't cry, i don't ( Read more... )

stolen from mrspaperdoll

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF
1. Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Place of residence:
4. What makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. Do you read my LJ:
7. If you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. Favorite place to be:
11. Favorite ( Read more... )

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Stolen from mrspaperdoll , thanx darling :)



[P E O P L E]

1. Best friends? Chris, Kristy, Joelle

2. Best boyfriend/girlfriend? Christopher
3. Lost any friends? none of importance
4. Gained any friends? yup
5. Met a new good friend? yup

[P L A C E S]

1. Went out of the country? yup! holland (AMSTERDAM FUCK YEA), france, england
2. Moved? no
3. New school? nope
4. How ( Read more... )

short entry:

christmas is in 2 days!!!!!!!! effing woo!

tuesday was our 2 year. i am so fucking in love..

dumb bitches can't bring me down. :D

i wish these girls would realize they have zero chance with my boyfriend, so they should just give it up. come on. ew.

MERRY ( Read more... )

snowday! joy! who called it?! yea, what.

there are certain people i just hate talking to. they make me feel like i'm the 5 year old who always gets in trouble, & just doesn't get it. cuz you know, i'm the one who dropped out, & they're the one who's graduating in june. fuck that shit. i don't need you making me feel stupid because you don't ( Read more... )

so i just wrote all this shit, & it went away. fuck. i'll try it again.

so i went to a sex toy party today...it was interesting, to say the least. i can't wait till my order comes in! i think chris will be a very happy guy! hehe

i am so sick of drama. no matter what friends i hang out with, i can't escape it. there's so much shit going ( Read more... )

love is such a strong word, yet people seem to use it so quickly....

apparently, you were "in love". do you even know what love is?

i don't want to hate her, but i can't help it. it's not fair that she got to have something that was supposed to be mine.....

to me, sex is supposed to be with someone who you truly love ( Read more... )

warning: if you have a problem with what i write in here, i have a solution: don't fucking read it. these are my feelings, & if you really don't like it...i still really won't care.

so i just wrote this whole fucking thing where i poured my heart out, & it disappeared. fuck it.

basically i complained about chris & katti, & no, i didn't call ( Read more... )

so i have this whole thing, that i don't feel like typing. lol ill update later.