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[accidentalkaos]

So I've been able to get to the beach lately. And actually...BE at the beach. I'm NOT okay with my size, I really do want to be smaller. But I keep in mind that other people think I'm small, and it actually helps me a bit. So yeah....I've been able to wear a bikini, in public, and be semi-okay with it.

Now get ready for a lot of pictures of me and

Comments

[wanderlusts]

You are so skinny. And beautiful. Please stay safe I know you don't think you're thin but you do not need to lose any weight.

[accidentalkaos]

I appreciate the thought....I just can't see it no matter how hard I try. :/

[accidentalkaos]

I wish I could see that...I'd love to get to 100-107 myself....but I'm so far away from it. :(

IOP is intensive outpatient. I basically go for part of the day; from 11-2:30 on Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Fridays. So when I get there, there's a group, 30 min of free time, lunch, and then another group. And that's it!

[accidentalkaos]

yeah...I've done partial before as well....it's very similar. I actually join the partial program, like they go in 5 days a week from 8-2:30. I just show up at 11 and join in...it's more convenient, I think.