Well today was emotionally exhausting ( Read more... )

Tonight as I was getting ready to leave for work, my cat got into the basement. My fault, since I didnt shut the door behind me, since I thought she was locked up in her little room for the night. I couldn't stay to help get her out because I would be late for work ( Read more... )

This may be long. But I promise it's worth reading ( Read more... )

And I'm losing weight again ( Read more... )

I hate life ( Read more... )

One year ago today I tried to kill myself and all I can think about is how much I want to try it again. At least this time I know I'd succeed ( Read more... )

I was considering doing IOP ( Read more... )

I texted my dietitian this morning and told her I didn't think I could come in tomorrow because I've been eating "normally" the past few days and I have gained so much weight, there's no way it's even remotely "healthy". We're talking 6-8 pounds. Since like, Thursday. Sorry, not okay with that. Especially since she assured me that I wouldn't gain ( Read more... )

How the actual fuck is it possible to gain 3lbs overnight?! While at work?! And I only had about a cup of granola with skim milk the entire fucking night. Ugh. I need to just stop eating all together ( Read more... )

My grandfather died Wednesday evening ( Read more... )