A year ago this time, I was still celebrating my graduation. I had yet to receive my first kiss, go on my first date, attend my first college class...so much has happened. Hard to believe how far I have come; how much I have changed. My last night in my first apartment is coming soon. Nearly all of my earthly possesions are packed up in boxes in ( Read more... )

maybe being just friends doesn't work...I thought it could, apparently I was wrong. I'm really hurt right now, but I can understand. I just miss my friend and want to see you. I hope she is worth this.

After talking to a friend, I have realized that I will probably always grieve. I regret the way I handled it. I regret losing you. There are days I miss you so much it hurts. All I want to do is call you. Just to talk, to have someone to vent to, to share the happy moments with. Why did things have to be this way? Why aren't you still in my life? I ( Read more... )

so life has been pretty crazy! Alex and I are officially dating, I got myself an amazing, yet tiring, job, and school is now over! A-effing-men man! I am nervously awaiting the day grades are posted, but I went to class and studied, so I know at least I didn't fail. That is my only hope right now. The boy and I are doing good, he is a little eager ( Read more... )

finally, FINALLY, I fall for one of the good guys. A good guy with a steady job, who opens my car door for me, who I can sit and talk for two hours with. I know it was only one date, but seriously, maybe this is it...

its back to classes for natalie. another six weeks of this hell and then, oh yeah, finals. then two weeks of vacation, during which I have jury duty, and then its back to school. Cause I'm weird and twisted and taking summer classes. yup...

so spring break...you'd think I would be super excited yes? Not really. Don't get me wrong, not having classes for a week is a-mazing! But...I don't know. Maybe its because Roberto and Mau are both in school and no one else is really on spring break anymore/yet. I kind of want to go home, but the one time I get to see my Mau is on Saturday night so ( Read more... )

So my English professor is still dumb as hell, but at least he likes what I write. I got an 85 on one paper and a 92 on the last. So maybe I won't flunk out this semester...But I really do need a break from school. I am so incredibly glad spring break is next week. A whole week of relaxing, seeing my friends, and oh yeah, writting a dumb English ( Read more... )

after losing my zippo for a few weeks, and then finding it and losing it again...I finally have it! my pretty little zippo...I was trying to learn some tricks, but that didn't work out so well ( Read more... )

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO GOD FUCKING DAMN IT!!!

I am completely and utterly riduculous...

...and excited, hopeful and happy...