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Next steps
Looking back at my year of LJ posts, I was thinking how sad I was for most of the year. Sad and/or crazy. While I am grateful that I had a platform on which to spew my frustrations and despair, and additionally grateful that not a lot of people read this blog anymore anyway, I am going to stop blogging here from now on. I have three very very ( Read more... ) -
My year
I almost forgot that this was my year, the year of the Tiger. When it started, I was convinced that it was going to be such an awesome year. But my boyfriend broke up with me and the dance company I danced for showed me how much I was appreciated, necessitating that I never ever dance for them again. And when you think about it, that's my life in ( Read more... ) -
updates
because apparently, people do still read this blog ( Read more... ) -
dear universe
thank you for my very full, very rewarding life. now, please stop my ticking biological clock so that i can enjoy the very full and very rewarding life that i have. thank you :) -
still alive and kicking
I was bedridden for 2 days, Friday and Saturday. This is because I've been fighting off the flu for 2 weeks, but my immune system wasn't fighting hard enough and my sore throat got so inflamed that I needed antibiotics to drain my swollen, infected throat. Healing was also difficult because I couldn't eat anything, swallowing was very painful, and ( Read more... ) -
That feeling in the pit of my stomach...
...when I'm with you has nothing to do with my sore throat or my body acclimatizing to full-on ballet again. I may feel differently next year or even next month but whatever is up with you, I don't care if you love me back or if you don't know what's what, I love you anyway. You are so wonderful when you're not being a dork, though I also love the ( Read more... ) -
I'm sick and can't taste anything
I have therefore decided that I would rather be single the rest of my life but able to taste everything I want to taste, rather than happy in a relationship but without tastebuds. Yeah.
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would-be mantra, if it made up its mind
There's a line in Passion Pit's "Make Light" that goes
"Oh, I'll not be told "No," to "No More"What the hell does that mean? If I say, "No More," you'll tell me, "No," and I won't allow it? What? I don't know if the official lyric reads this way, but if you google for lyrics, all the lyric sites contain this reading of that line ( Read more... ) -
i'm so back
You know that scene in Glee where Kristin Chenoweth is introduced to the other glee club members as their new recruit, and Finn says, "So old people are allowed in Glee now?" That scene came to mind when I entered the PBT studio for class yesterday.
But I have a really good feeling about this.