my dad had another violent seizure. the doctors are worried. im flying out in the morning to go there. im really scared. everything sucks. its like i have a week of good times before everything goes to hell

my dads in the Intensive Care Unit at the Hospital.. he lives in Indiana and im freaking the fuck out cuz im not there.. The doctors arnt sure what happened yet, he had some sort of violent seizure..i dont know what the fuck to do.

Tomorrow i'm going to Jacksonville to sign my papers and join the Navy. There putting me up in a hotel and i take my physical on thursday. I really can't wait.

Well i've lost 22 pounds in 4 weeks and im going to Jacksonville in 2 weeks to join the Navy. Hopefully i'll get shipped out in August so i can see my cousins wedding and my "niece"(best friends baby) be born.

new people are fun. i love it, no drama.
that is all.

i remember the good ole' days.

fuck the fakes and the people with no respect.

Its been one year. this is nuts. i cant believe its been that long. it seems like yesterday we were chillin at my house. This year has completely changed who I am. i miss him to death. no matter what I did or what I said he was always down for whatever. thats the kind of guy he was. I never imagined losing somebody this close would hurt this ( Read more... )

Well ive set down and re-evaluated what the fuck im actually doing in this place. So i quit my job at the bank, and got hired on as a server at Durangos. But bigger news...im withdrawling from BCC and joining the NAVY. Im going to take my tests and get my physical soon. I need to get out of this place and see whats out there. I was gonna join ( Read more... )

fuck work. i have to be there a fucking 8 tomorrow. no sleep for scotty tonite.

its funny when you see a train wreck happening right in front of your eyes.. really, really slowly. But now matter how long it may take for that train to crash, every passenger aboard knows the outcome already.