i just woke up in a sweat from the most intense dream i've ever had in my life. it was like a movie i was in but it wasn't really a movie cause we all thought it was real, and the images were TERRIFYING, like seriously this was a grade-a horror film, except it got kind of saw-esque later on and i don't know how it ends cause i couldn't stay asleep ( Read more... )

i am playing piano in:

www.myspace.com/readysetghostmusic

check it

i am dying. i've been crying for a week straight now and i feel like i'm never going to get better. i just want my social life, self-confidence, and best friend back. i miss him more than i'd ever imagined.

never in a million years would i guess that i'd go to the Rage gay bar in hollywood with PHILLIP GRASSO

five months, never more drama. i should die. i don't deserve anyone who is willing to give me a second chance.

people here are the biggest tools i've ever met. all i ever want to do (besides be in the bay area) is sit in my dorm room and talk (complain and cry) to colin. for the first time in my life i'm not answering my door and faking sick so i don't have to deal with anyone here. i can't remember anyone's names because they all look the same, not even ( Read more... )

i am 458 miles away from the person that i love. even though i'm surrounded by people all the time i feel so alone. i want to go home.

this has been the week from hell, between my wisdom teeth coming out and saying goodbye. i'm moving to southern california tomorrow. i'm scared but i guess what's scarier is the thought of staying here. i don't know. see you in a few months.

what up nicole richie was at my graduation

WHY AM I ALWAYS SICK
this is ruining my life and i'm not even exaggerating