man things here are shity ( Read more... )

so from the way things are going i can see that im doing nothing but cause problems. i feel unwelcome in my own place. i feel like im being ganged up against and i feel like im unwanted here. i serve no perpose being here and i can understand that. tina said that shes already talked to jay and hes ok with it so i guess that im free. if i leave ( Read more... )

well hello there. arent you just all fancy pants. yesterday i worked from 8 in the morning till 9 at night and then today i worked from 8 in the morning till 7 at night. fuck yeah i feel gooood. hook me up. next week im scheduled for 36.5 hours. now thst a first. normally im on for 8-15 hours a week and work about 30. now im on for 36 and im on ( Read more... )

so yeah im in a good mood like all the time now. but i dont have the money to go out any were. after this pay check i should be back on track though. i want to by a car so i have something nice to work on and play with. im going to quit smoking. this should be my last pack. =) hopefully. so once again if you are around me and see me going to by or ( Read more... )

"Is death possible? Can I die? Can I say 'I can' with respect to death? Can I?"

i just need someone to talk too.

what the fuck is going on? im sick of these feelings. i dont know what to do. i feel like shit and i cant stop thinking. i just fucking hurt soo much.i cant fucking take it any more.fuck. why the fuck is everything so wrong. please tell me.

so i see how things are going to be and i hope youll be happy. maybe some can do what ever it was that i couldnt.

i just want to die.

yeah. thats about all i have to say. i'm just here and there and no were else.