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i had a good day but work was so boring. i even left early becouse i didnt feel good. after work i came home and had the shits. and now i cant sleep. everytime i lay down i feel like im going to throw up. im going to take some meds and then try again.

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Im in a bad fucking mood. I cant go any where because Im fucking broke. I have no cigs so Im freaking out. Im gone....

today was really weird. i woke up to josh on the phone with tina. i heard something i wasnt supposed to here. nothing that upset me but in a way i felt really bad. i wish there was something i could have done. well i fell back asleep and the next thing i knew josh woke me up screeming "come on. wake up i need you." so i got up in a rush and ran ( Read more... )

last night was so fucking awsome. me and tina actually kissed. allot! but shhh. "k ( Read more... )

i cant fucking sleep. im all pissed off. i know it sounds stupid but if you were in my shoes you would be too ( Read more... )

the last four entries are just some shit that i wrote recently. i didnt want to loose them so i put them in here.
i know im not the best writer and i suck at poems. but the things i write about are normaly just things to think about or to just read. there not suposed to make sence if they did it wouldnt be me writing them.

in life, where everything is supposed to be great ( Read more... )