to be able to say i am not a whore ( Read more... )

i am depressed , i am jobless ( Read more... )

I fucked up. i cant fix my mistakes ( Read more... )

tina was supposed to come over pretty early today and she still hasnt stopped by or called. im getting sad. =(
i all woke up early for her. im bored and im tired and i wanna go somewhere. wheres josh? oh yeah hes gone.=(
no car , no freinds , no beer , no fun and no tina......=(

i got so much that i want to tell but i cant say anything becouse i maid a promise and theres so much more that want to say but i cant incase the wrong person were to read this. damn it. who do tell? so much juicy shit and i cant talk about it. its pissing me off! and what really sucks ass is that if i do slip and tell someone there just going to ( Read more... )

goobad baggidy goo do goo poop sogaga bo bed. fuck every thing. not happy, still depressed. pissed as always want to kill. any one in with me. im for real nothing goes right for me. im jobless, loveless, moneyless, hopeless. i can still put on a happy face though and i can still make other people happy. i guess thats what counts thought. right ( Read more... )

I had a really good day today. i think that the only part that sucked was the fact that mandy called me and gave me a bunch of shit. i realy hate her. she just bugs the fuck out of me. its ok though becouse she will be out of my life for good. other then being hurrased by a midget i had a lot of fun today. i woke up early and josh had bought me ( Read more... )

hey some one needs to teach me how to add a back ground and how too make it so that when i type something out it doesnt change it. it always puts its it with out all the paragraphs and shit like that. i tried to read the thing on how to change my back ground but i dont get it. help me?

yeeeeh!

today sucked so has very other day. im getting extremly depressed and i dont like it. almost every time i get close to getting a job it backfires in my face and yet every one around me can find one no problem? what the fuck is wrong with me. i think after the end of this month im going to find a way to pay josh rent and bills and then im going to ( Read more... )