I feel so emo. I want to cry, and I don't really know why. Ok, thats a lie. I do know why. I feel as though Im not good enough. I feel as though my feelings are often ignored. I feel like I get myself in over my head with my emotions, I sometimes let myself care too much. Its a bad thing when the feelings are not returned. And who really knows, ( Read more... )

I got a very shocking, weclomed, yet confusing call today. It put some closure on things..but opened up emotions that I thought I had gotten over. I am just curious, how is it that just the sound of a voice can make my heart skip a beat and my knees weak? How can the sound of this person on the other end of the phone bring tears to my eyes? I don't ( Read more... )

What can I even say? Today was another shitty day. Im sick of fighting..and Im really sick of trying to pretend that words don't affect me, when they really tear me up inside. If certain people only knew just how much I beat myself up and how hard I am on myself..its so easy for people to judge others. They have no idea what the person is feeling, ( Read more... )

I have been all about lyrics lately, every song I listen to I seem to relate to. So here are some more ( Read more... )

Ho Hum. What a boring Sunday. Im sitting in my pjs watching the first season of "The Office" and trying to get my damn sound to work on this computer. Nothing really new to talk about I spose, I just feel like writing. Last night we went down to the Mississippi and went skinny dippin! It was awesome! this may sound lame, but swimming naked makes ( Read more... )

It was like a million degrees this weekend, blech. On Friday night Crissy, Cheryl, Mike and I went and saw You, Me, and Dupree. It was really good I liked a lot! Saturday after work Mike came over and we did a whole lotta nothing, it was too hot to do anything else..around ten we met up with Blake and Sean at applebees. Sunday we sat around again ( Read more... )

Its one oclock in the morning, and don't feel like sleeping, so Im going to do some writing! I have been in a pretty great mood for quite some time now with a few exceptions here and there..I cried at work today. Not cool. I still have some things to work out inside this head of mine, that is for sure..but all in all things are going well ( Read more... )

I heard this song last night on the way home from Duluth(which was AWESOME btw) and I actually started crying ( Read more... )

I have not been keeping up with my LJ like I should, so now Im going to start. Ive been obessed with myspace, but now that my boss and coworkers all have me on their lists, I don't feel like I can express as much as Id like to ( Read more... )

Last night I had a date! This fella that banks with us gave me his number on Friday, and after a bunch of canceled plans and mixed comminication, we finally went out last night. Theres something about this boy that I like..I just can't put my finger on it. Hes not very talkitive...but when he is, hes a HUGE smartass.(go figure, me liking a ( Read more... )