I love you so much. You mean the world to me and you always will. I love you, Steven.

I just got ripped off bad. A couple of guys think that just because I'm an eighteen year old girl they can take advantage of me ( Read more... )

Three weeks.

Three weeks is one of those indefinite times, one that hangs idly between being a 'long time' and a 'short time.' In three weeks, I've gone crazy. In three weeks, I've done more drugs than I've done in the rest of my life. In three weeks, I've had casual sex, fallen in love, and cried for love. I've been back-stabbed and talked ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just hate the fucking world. Winter comes and I get all sad and dejected and now I'm just pissed at the world. I want to go out, but I want to stay home. I'm just so fucking fed up with all of the things I've known. & the solution for this is On The Road by Jack Kerouac and the rest of my cigarettes, in bed. Fuck outside, fuck the ( Read more... )

Good God. I'm pretty sure I've already graduated high school. Fuck virgins. They're the stupidist things in the world. & it's sad to say, but I must say it again: Everyone should be a little more like me.

The last few days, Becky & I have been hanging out a lot. On Monday night/EARLY Tuesday morning, we were out driving around & talking to her friend Clay who we had seen earlier that day. We saw him again today. So basically, two things ( Read more... )

I really want to take all your stupid, half-formed assumptions and shove them up your fucking ass, you stupid motherfucker.

I don't think I'd cry if you died tomorrow.

(In all honesty, you'd be one more load off my fucking shoulders.)

Ok, I swear: I'm going to finish downloading these songs and go to fucking sleep. I'm really tired. Like ... really REALLY tired, but I just keep downloading songs and while I'm waiting for them, I find something else to do on the internet, then I think of MORE songs to download etc etc. It's a vicious cycle ( Read more... )

I don't want to think that you were never meant for me.

For the longest time, I thought I'd just misplaced my digital camera. Up until about 1 1/2 minutes ago, this was what I held to be truth. But then I came to the sudden realization that my brother (most likely) stole that, too ( Read more... )