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Yeah I Have Emo Poetry... Shakesphere Can Blow Me.
I decided that I wanted to have emo poetry in my LJ. Why you might ask? Well I figure it's what all the cool kids are doing. Plus I've been tortured over the last few days by this girl, so it felt appropriate to do. If you don't like it, suck on it ( Read more... ) -
So... I dunno why people dig this stuff
My friends talked me into playing some kind of drinking game like event. Me being the person of peer pressure, gave in a little. I hadn't gotten a chance to drink since, I was pretty good at not failing, which would be the reason that you drank. It was black jack, btw. but, then of course. I had to lose atleast once. SO. I took a swing... And ( Read more... ) -
So ANGRY!!!!!
I have done a cardinal sin in the eyes of the programming GODS. I have gone against my own style of coding, for someone who wasn't even writing me a pay check, just a grade. I hate myself for the fact that I have to give up my own style of coding for someone I don't even know, but not just that, but that I want the 100 I want everyone to know that ( Read more... ) -
Ordeal
Although this whole Other girl thing kind of spun itself into an ordeal, I definitely found out that I had a friend who is similar to myself, probably in just the way that he thinks, but he still holds a uniqueness that is separate from my own. I think I'll count him amoungst those that I trust. Which is a comforting thought that I came out of this ( Read more... ) -
If love were blind...
If love is truly blind, why do we need eyes? I mean honestly, if I could find the most compatible person to have ever walked the face of the earth, why do I need to know what they look like? Isn't the fact that they enjoy the same things I do, the fact that they share a lot of the same habits, or even the fact that they just enjoy talking enough. ( Read more... ) -
And lo, on the 4th day he got his grade back
Well, I apparently did well on my java test. I think I'm going to use the time in my java class to write here more often. 93% by the way. I was the third highest grade in the class. I know because my teacher is quirky and organizes them by grade. I noticed it when the highest grade in the class got his first and the one immediately after had a ( Read more... ) -
Wow
I'm just unable to even look at that post I made last night. I did a complete 180 from that point, but I guess that is what a good's night sleep can do. I hate to be so mood swingy, but I think I'm out of the pit of despiration for once and well, atleast I can move on with all that has been happening lately. I've accepted the fact that the person ( Read more... ) -
Haaaaaaaaaaattttttttttttttttttttteeeeeeeeeeeeeee
So, I can't even see straight. I don't care if that is because I am typing this at 2 am without my glasses on. I still see nothing but red. I want to kill or die or do both, I can't decide. I feel like I'm being drawn into a vortex of my own self doubt and destruction. Perhaps its because I'm taking things too seriously, I mean... It's no big deal ( Read more... )
