I would have to say it has been years since I've felt this lost.  I don't have a clue where I am going with my life and as the months tack on and im getting closer to 24 im starting to worry about starting my entire life from what feels like scratch.  What little progress I get to keep is a car and some credits towards school ( Read more... )

So here is my new holes

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There are only the chains you create holding you here... Slip free if the water is getting to high to breath

This song and dance makes me tired.

Sad situations...

As in a previous entry i have documented the slow decent into hell my hair takes during a color changing session. This is in no way different from previous times except that my hair got blonder then normal and the color i choose to dye it was not in fact red for once. No instead it is pink , Pink like my car , pink like the lazytown 13 year old ( Read more... )

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)ModerateLevel 5 (Wrathful and ( Read more... )

For those of you who have yet to get the memo im half way moved back in with Kenny. This consisted of saturday spent half packing half lugging shit over. But really really what it consisted of is getting slap happy / tired to the point that we we're acting like stoned idiots. Jokes are so much funnier when one is tired out of their mind or you ( Read more... )

I find it is really nice to have a place to go to when things go wrong, a good friend who has a shoulder to cry on when you feel like you've screwed up the entire world. Instead i stare at my phone and realize have several ex-boyfriends to call...and no friends who live close by. Its not as though i can't talk to some people its just that anyone ( Read more... )

Guilt is a ridiculous thing... If you want me to feel bad for who i am then walk away ive tried forcing you ive tried talkign with you fuck ive even done things to make you want to.. Their is nothing holding you here .. I never made any promises... I never lied about how things were... So don't make me feel like shit for it... I already do i dont ( Read more... )