It is questions like these I am left with. On and on I debate should I call you up and yell at you? Or should I try to be the bigger person and just let it go. Just be happy your out of my life ? I calm down and let it go but then I find something else thats missing or broken or ruined. I start to get pissed again and have to start repeating my ( Read more... )

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Now that finals are next week im happy to almost be done with this set of classes. This was a fight to manage through it and A fight to get to this point. When I look back at how far ive come im pleased but still have this quicksand feeling that im back to square one. If I remind myself I at least have more school credits it doesn't feel so bad. ( Read more... )

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My first ever real new years resolution... To forget about my last relationship and try to move on with life without becoming bitter.

I gots a ticket, yes i know i desereved it I was speeding... But fuck it still sucks and its the first time ive been pulled over... BLahhh On other slightly related news im tired of being poor... I think imma find another job or a second job after xmas... This school taking up time thing blows. The end

Ughhhhh I can't seem to stay focused on school, I feel like I fell behind right away. Due to the crap currently racking my life I think I might have made a mistake trying to take classes. Ugh back to the homework trying to stay motivated sucks.

Im doing better but not before being told ive been way to mopy lately boo.

I officially trust no one because people seem to want to keep even the smallest of things a secret from me... Dont be hurt or surprised when I say i can't take a word you say at face value.

Iam frustrated due to my own fear of ideas and thoughts being miscounstrued as something I don't mean. I feel tired of being afraid to say how I really feel for the often lack of understanding for how I meant my words and thoughts to mean.  Which leaves me at least somewhat hopeful that someday I can simply say the apple is red and on faith believe ( Read more... )