not really nervous anymore. just in a need to be with people and talk and goof off and not talk anything too seriously. i'm gonna need some serious writing time to sort me out tonight.

*There's a cry in my heart
For Your glory to fall
For Your presence to fill up my senses
There's a yearning again
A thirst for discipline
A hunger for things that are ( Read more... )

You're the heartbeat of all I do
I can't live a day without you

You can have the best of me
We got older, but we're still young
We never grew out of this feeling
That we won't give up

Can't you see
That I wanna be
There with open arms

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
When every moment spent with ( Read more... )

i'm in such a quiz mood

Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

yesss i'm a girl.

You May Be a Bit Dependent ...


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*I can't imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don't understand all the things you've seen
But I'm slipping i.n.b.e.t.w.e.e.n.
You and your big dreams
It's always you, in my big dreams

And you tell me that its over
Wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers
And your restless, ( Read more... )

*I find myself complete
My heart is spoken for
Oh and I praise you
Oh and I worship you
Covered by your love divine
Child of the Risen Lord
To hear You say this one's Mine

By the power of the Cross
You've taken what was lost
And made it fully Yours
I have been redeemed
For You have spoke to me
Now I am spoken forfeeling a lil better done some ( Read more... )

its funny. i looked in my diary last night and i haven't written for about two weeks. now this is odd because i pretty much write everyday. maybe this decline helps me understand why i feel like i don't know myself right now. if you asked me to explain myself i dont know if i could do it right now. i dont know my thoughts it seems. maybe i need to ( Read more... )

today wasn't a good day like at all. for some reason i feel so distant and disconnected from everything at school. i feel like i talk too much sometimes, that i'm too loud. i've said lots of dumb things today. i just can't seem to dig myself out of this hole.

my body is so tired, my face is burning and i feel gross. i think i'm just tired, and ( Read more... )

*I've done all I can
To stand on the steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me*

today was an acceptable day. not extremly productive but Edge was good. i didn't do anything terrible driving today so thats a plus. cale came to edge finally and talkedl ike a girl. haha, jk i know i made you. and ( Read more... )

I want to be selfish, you're my everything

i'm rebuilding, sorting, protecting, wondering, waiting, praying and hoping.

We fall down and lay our crowns at the feet of Jesus

We cry holy holy holy is the Lamb

i'm indebted to cale for showing me how i can listen to Kutless' worship cd. aaaaahhh its amazing. my conclusion is, music will be a large ( Read more... )

*you are the god and the weight of her world* from daughters by john mayer

who do you place as the god of your world? why do you chase after love so desperatly from people who just want to take it from you, not give back. be careful who you give yourself to.

survey time:

Ten Years Ago, I... (1995)

1. lived in virginia beach

2. was waiting for my ( Read more... )