*Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Must I imagine you there?
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing
Nothing, if i don't have you

You see through
Right to the heart of me
You break down my walls*

havent done much today... i'm in a good music mood and i don't have any right now. well anything new. i miss ( Read more... )

*I can't be losing sleep over this, no, I can't
And now I cannot stop pacing
Give me a few hours and I'll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing

Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

This is over my head but underneath my feet
Cause by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat
And ( Read more... )

i had another sick spell last night, blah i don't wanna be sick on spring break. i desperatly wanna go tan and dye my hair. but my mom won't let me. grr i can't wait till its warm out, like relaly warm cause then that'll happen naturally and i won't have to beg. and i want a job. hopefully i'm gonna get one.

i went to the mall with my parents today ( Read more... )

today was a much better day. though chemistry was terrible [another day of being menaced at by a certain teacher] i had some focus throughout the day. it was nice. in health this kid who i've prolly never had a real conversation with just started talking to me about my classes, and somehow that led to break which led to church. i explained youth ( Read more... )

tell me why all of a sudden today i felt like i don't have any motivation? i feel as if theres no real reason to try, to work, to attempt to acheive things. and its not like im sad over it, i'm just wondering what it is im gonna look forward to know. i'm not looking forward to spring break really, like im not striving for it. either way i dont care ( Read more... )

*Cause you don't know how much I,
I need you, please dont go
You're so wonderful.
This I swear, this I know.

You, oh, you.
Every single thing you do.
I'm so proud of you.
What you do.
When you do the things you do.
They're so you.

So thanks, for your help.
You shine so bright.
You are the star that's in my sky.
And I am yours and you are mine.*

yesterday my ( Read more... )

*Tell me what you thought about
When you were gone and
So alone

The worst is over
You can have the best of me*

mm Fine Arts was lots of fun, i've just been so exhausted this weekend. i lost my voice Saturday night, but it was so much fun seeing all the district kids again like Amber, Ashley, Hannah and Ruthie. and of course the talented Christ Chapel kids. i'm glad their choir advanced its gonna be so much fun this summer.

i'm kinda anxious right now, lots ( Read more... )

i've been doing homework all evening, like literally for at least 5 hours. its mad insane. i had a break for my sermon, which was needed. i was suppossed to be in bed tonight by 9 cause of fine arts saturday..but its definitly after ten thirty.

*If it hurts kiss it better*

im not really shaken much, i think a part of me expected it but i still ( Read more... )

*It's colder than it oughta be in March
And I've still got a day or two ahead of me
Till I'll be heading home
Into your arms, again
And the people here are asking after you
It doesn't make it easier
It doesn't make it easier to be away*

not sure what to do or what to think but i'm just hoping. i wrote you another letter today you know.

but im honestly ( Read more... )