the importance of insignifigance

[acetaline]

So, i realized this weekend that it is important to have friends whom you dont see often. I hung out with a few of my friends from when i went to Harrison who i hadn't seen for like a month and a half. and i made a decision. i dont know how many of you remember what i was like 3-4 years ago, but to put it in an easy to understand fashion i was

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[anonymous]

Suicide by routine

The posion peach always gets you ;)

~end random Chris quotes~

[apathyislethal]

i've been waiting for you to call me to hang out silly head.

[soy_fresco]

That's horrible. I'm sorry.

yo

[anonymous]

if you want to insult me, do so. don't do it so transparently. don't tell me yesterday that you love me and tomorrow that i am a waste. end the situation by ending the situation. not the friendship.

Re: yo

[acetaline]

i did not. i simply cannot deal with things anymore, be they important or insignifigant. there is a question mark after insult for a reason. i don't know if i meant it to hurt or not, but why should it matter? i did not say that i was ending the friendship, i said that i was somewhat reverting. because i felt better then. i didn't have to deal with anything, everything was unimportant and nothing mattered. you know damn well that i love you so fuck you for that, you know you are not waste. it is a change, possibly good, possibly bad. hence the line "A knowingly wrong decision". i am done dealing. you were my friend then and you will continue to be for as long as you and/or i want it so. just, not as close and not in ways.

i am sorry. and

[anonymous]

i love you

[anonymous]

O_o called your poem transparent, burn

[acetaline]

you know damn well it was anyways