it is very very lonely here... things are amazing... but i am still very lonely. it would be so nice to have friends. to be able to go out. to ride bikes. to go offroading. to play music. even to smoke. anything. but its just me and brittny. dont get me wrong i love her to death. i just wish there was more than work and home. weve gone out a few ( Read more... )

I deffinatly miss Rhode Island... not so much Rhode Island itself, but the people that are there and the way it made me feel. Dont get me wrong i like New Jersey and I love Brittny, but this place is so lonely. Its just me and Brittny all alone amongst millions of strangers. and im still drug free. its still killing me, but i dont even have enough ( Read more... )

well new jersey is good. i would have a job but i left my social security card in rhode island and i have to wait for it to come in the mail. i bought a bike. it was used. it was red. i dont like red. i painted it brown. i didnt disemble it so parts that shouldnt be brown are brown but i dont care i like brown. im getting back into the bike riding ( Read more... )

Day 2 in new jersey. we still have a lot of work to do. we are waiting for our bed to come so now we are sleeping on a futon matress which is more comfortable than it sounds. god only knows maybe we can save a buck and just sleep on that. it would save space too. but i think that theyre already in the workings of getting the bed. its a queen size ( Read more... )

so im leaving sunday... i cant wait but im kinda scared.

i need a place to do my artwork. thats another thing thats bad about living at home again, i dont have anywhere to work. thats also whats going to suck about new jersey, i wont have anywhere to work ( Read more... )

its been so long. so long since i last updated. and thats weird because theres been so much thats new. so much to update ( Read more... )