i am currently in west virginia and i really like it. at first i didn't think i would. the main reason i like it is because it's just like home. the weather is different, that's for sure. it's exteremely hot and that's the only thing i don't exactly like ( Read more... )

i've missed this far too much to let it go completely. too much in my life has happened and i think it will take me forever to explain everything that has happened. things are most definitely hectic, and life hasn't been easy in the slightest. eric & i are still together, even though i have cheated on him with the guy i was talking about in the ( Read more... )

it has been a crazy two weeks for me and my family. two weeks ago (on a monday) my older sister and her husband got into a fight. they were out drinking and when they got home, they were locked out. my niece wasn't answering the door and my sister was pounding on the window so hard it shattered and her knuckles were bleeding. they went around ( Read more... )

niagara falls went pretty good. it was a fun time & the music was good. i really don't listen to it, but like i said i went for the party. i had too much to drink and remember that guy i was talking about? yeah, he brought his girlfriend. i felt like an asshole for even starting to like him. it snapped me back into reality and made me think ( Read more... )

it's been entirely too long since i've been here. i don't feel like updating my entire life, but i missed this. i probably lost over half of my friends here. :( since graduation, i have had nothing to do. i got a job but then i lost it because where i worked went out of business. eric and i have been borderline breakup. we haven't been getting ( Read more... )

yesterday was our high school's moving up day. i'm sure you all know what that is. it was quite emotional. it started at 8am & the assistant principal started with sports awards & such. this took until 10AM. it was long, but then i thought about it & every person on that stage deserved what they got. & i admire that. of course i didn't get ( Read more... )

i got fired. they were assholes anyway. i knew i wouldn't be able to last that long. oh well, there are better things out there for me. i've been bad to myself lately. i lost my job, my grades are slipping, my mind is everywhere where it SHOULDN'T be ... my mom & i fight. when is it going to end? eric said i need to start taking care of my ( Read more... )

my LJ friends have abandoned me.

this makes me sad.

#41
Granny
American Baby
Rhyme & Reason
Out Of My Hands
Everyday
Dream Girl
Die Trying
Lie In Our Graves
Louisiana Bayou
Crash
Stand Up
Where Are You Going
Hunger For The Great Light
All Along The Watchtower
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Steady As We Go
Warehouse

awesome. just awesome. better update tomorrow. :)

dear eric,
thank you.
love,
me.