We naturally long for the sense to belong and to be accepted.

well[ i broke my hand o[n my 21st bday

they perscribed me to 60 percocets. and they're giving me more after surgery.

i'm sorry i haven't updated at all in the past 3 months. hopefully one will come soon.
but i'm okay.... :-/

my life is starting to hurt.
and it's sad this is the only place i can express my true feelings and not be criticized or judge about who i am. jesus.

damnit.

it hurts a lot to know that i can never put my guard down again.

because if i do, i will die.

ben and i are no longer an item

And i am fucking devistated.
i haven't been this way since Jasian.

i'm numb. and i can't stop crying.

i haven't had a saturday off in months.

And now that i have a saturday off, a girl calls me so i covered it for her.
fuck. why can't i just say no?

he's so much more  in real life.

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OWWWW!!!!

my scalp itches sooooo bad right now.
fucking hair dye.

PLEEEEEAAAASEEEEE don't get me pregnant.

Honestly, i'm a little scared myself.

i love my cop boyfriend.

there. i said it.

he's a cop and GOD is he perfect.