To all of those guys out there that have fuck buddies ( Read more... )

So today i've decided that i am not getting anywhere in life by staying here.

i will be living in richmond by mid-september.

i'm so bored. i'm just besides myself on what to do right now. ugh. i really have no idea and i kinda just want to go to sleep but i'm really not that tired and i don't think i'll be going to sleep for a while, but my eyes hurt, my body hurts and i'm just lethargic right now.

ugh. i'm so hurt but i had to do it

Durring my last week of inprisonment (which i am so ready to just get over with already), i've had many more panic attacks because of that fucking guy who pulled the gun on me. and what the FUCK is up with the drama of the dead guys sister?! I DIDN'T EVEN TOUCH THE GUY. I'M NOT SOMEONE WHO FUCKING MURDERERED AN INNOCENT (yet, very attractive; ( Read more... )

in the past 3 days:
got a gun pulled on me
hit smash bang
fucked up my ankle
told sean i loved him forever since we had broken up, knowing he didn't love me back and i got the answer i was looking for
did something i said i would never do again
becoming free is very hard

i need brads' lovin'

ow, i just threw up because i took too much suboxone anddd... i took some pepto earlier and ate some spicy shit annnd... the roof of my mouth BURNS LIKE FYA!!!

oh yeah, went to the zoo today... the richmond zoo (for the first time) it's small and kinda sad, but i fed the giraffes and that was pretty awesome

For a minute there, i almost forgot how much i liked cursive.

what happened to me?
i fell in a hole for a long time.

just thinking about it... i don't want to.

i need to go smoke a cigarette now.

 i think i'm going to buy a coffee machine to put on my bedstand so that coffee will be ready for me as i wake up.

 my stepdad is tearing down the swingset my dad built when we were kids.

this hurts me really fucking bad.