dirty sponge! i can hate everything! 'traci, put away clean dishes, load dishwasher, clean sink & counters.' no 'love, mom.' i'm not deserving and i'm still called a goth.
I guess being so detached becomes overwhelming (tiresome) at times, and the idea of not being such a maniacal asshole forms.. I toy with the idea of not being disliked by my classmates. I like to reinvent myself, too. I'm not doing anything. It's just sort of dreary, the way it is... I've said this before, but I crave the company of someone