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So...I've come to the conclusion that something isn't right.
I hurt Chris constantly, apparently.
And I understand yesterday was just bad timing, and stuff.
But he got pissed at me. When ever Sarah agreed he should be pissed at Robinson, Not me.
So I clearly did something that upset him ; But the only thing I can think of is because he can't see why I ( Read more... ) -
I can't hold it in any longer.
I'm stressed. So, ten...long things?
1. I adore you so much. You've been through so much, and still are going through a hard time. I wish I could help you so much more, but I can't, yet you tell me I help you fine. With all my insecurities, I don't see how you could possibly "love" me as much as you say. And it could just be my low self esteem ( Read more... ) -
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Gaaaaah. ->.<-
December 2nd ( Read more... ) -
I'm so unbelievably lucky.
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Sometimes I wish everyone only had one best friend.
Because then I wouldn't have to keep getting hurt, thinking I'm close with others.
Same with people being close with Katie.
Cause no matter what,
I can't ever find a best friend as good as her.
And I can't even express my thoughts,
Without doing something wrong.
But sometimes,
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So, long time no post. :O
I haven't posted on here in forever.
And I need to update my icons to...well, basically no more Bill, and all Kevin McHale.
x/
Tea, and Katie's right;; No one posts on Lj anymore.
I wonder if I posted on my cell, if it would actually post.
I'll test it out one day this week or something.
But yes, I do have something to Lj about today.
So yeah, here we go:
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It's Not Worth It.
It's really not. And I realized that after what happened on Thursday...
To sacrifice a friendship, even if it wasn't extremely meaningful.
To go for something I thought I wanted,
Or even something I wouldn't mind.
And was dissapointed when it came,
And it was more painful then I could've handled.
And I'm still bruised by it.
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Oh, Tell Me The Truth Boy, Because Your Mind Isn't Open.
Sooooo, yeah. Here I go:
I'm sorry. I should just come out and ask about the topic. Yew should know who yew are that I'm addressing this to. That question yew asked me, when we were by the bars, and yew addressed me, I think as "Hey, yew with the face." Yeah, that question scared me. Because, I am going to hold out. I can tell yew still wanna just ( Read more... ) -
"I have worst problems than this shit."
And yew wondered why I was scared.
Yew wondered why I was hesitant.
Yew wondered why I was so confusing.
Yew wondered why I got so hurt.
Honestly, If yew can't even believe how much yew mean to me because yew're blinded by wanting more.
Why should I even bother?
Cause I care about yew, and can't let yew go, unless yew let go first,
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