so it is my perception of what the world SHOULD be or is it the reality that we are on a whirling merry go round with the promise of smashing into little pieces. roadkill wiped up and disposed of . forgotten. blood stains reveal what could have happened or what we wish would have happened in our solo imagination. clingy specks of death on the ( Read more... )

as the days pass i find myself becoming more and more wanting to pass away. from all of these macho burrito fuckers who try and hide what they really are with fashion. i think they all should wear potatoe sacks. like when there true self comes out. drinking beer and hitting other guys in the arms or ass or whatever the fuck. i just see too much of ( Read more... )

sitting typing here at my friend chris' house. recooperating or trying to get over being sick. i think. last night played a show at the harmony sweet and i was somewhat pleased with it but not too thrilled. now i find myself constantly looking over my shoulder to make sure nobody is here to sneak up on me. well i dont know this weekend has so far ( Read more... )

u sell yourself short ( Read more... )

this week has been trully great. it has been like reunion central or something aorund here. today i have been taking alot of pictures. it is really frickin nice outside. i am starving and craving some coffee. so now that is in my forseeable future. i must go.

this past week has been spent in contemplation, horror, serene beauty, and a great manufacturing possible greatness. went to a hot spot with a great person. all time, events, and sorrow was lost in a too distant structure. too much feeling to even type on here instead penminship can be judged. god what a wonderful fuckn place in all posswible ways ( Read more... )

on friday we played the harmony sweet and it was a pretty great time. then we bettered ourselves and played a party last night.i believe that was a much better performance then friday. i met a heaven sent and was taken back by how happy a person could make me feel. awww man awww man, found out tonight we are playing a little get together at mike ( Read more... )

an empty vastness..
that will continue to be my heart

this one goes out to someone who knows who they are ( Read more... )

im frakin out because i am hearing of people listening to our mp3's and i wish it was not so. not these versions anyway. realizing it is all we have for the time being. but i really want to put out some better versions that i know can and have been accomplished since those. i love the music of it all. but things have changed especially my voice. i ( Read more... )