the rest assuring evil cast behind the shadows that continue to encircle me. promising me to just rest trust them and all will be fine. knowing something is not right with this. deciding to not conform to this i find myself a person looked at as if i was braindead. given up on. just another number floating down the drain. this exactly the backbone ( Read more... )

i notice today online that our music now is also available on our myspace profile. both of them soon hopefully. another night without sleep really. alot earlier then most nights though. rest i need. but la did da. adios

today with the help of a mr. danny bashaw my band took pictures that shall be up soon. i had like no sleep last night due to the fact that such classic movies were on. it was impossible for me to turn them off. instead i sat awake, till 945 am. i need rest. i think im seeing things. or maybe im not. i dont know but never the less it is time for me ( Read more... )

i wake up to the sounds of drops. thinking this is just the daily construction worker i roll over. i open my eyes again to hear these drops. i realize the day light is a little different then normal but no matter. i roll over and snooze for who knows how much longer. anyways i wake up and see the glowing blue that is being cast across my room from ( Read more... )

i sit here 10:21 on "thanksgiving" or should i say "thanksgenocide". not eating meat really added to my thanksgiving. oh how splendid it is and was. i guess you cant just assume the sarcasm so ill state that it is there. i woek up after a night of recording again. only a song to go before im done i think. this past week has been dedicated by me ( Read more... )

what are you doing ( Read more... )

so pondering ( Read more... )

a docile time hear at chris' where i have been the past couple of nights.
looking to lounge which i seem to be doing. but lounge with experience and travel. god damn i am complaining too much. getting preped to record voal tracks for our demo. i cannot wait. back to dave.
gahan is the man.

today i open my eyes bright and early to the sounds of hammers and drills. a roof being erected next door that seems to only make the loudest noise early in the morning. well i roll over to be tormented by the ticking of my spongebob alarm clock. tick tock tick tock. fuckng crazy. well somehow i fall asleep deep in the valley of new order. again ( Read more... )

tonight went by ricks house and lounged finding different music videos online. stayed for quite a while and lounged with some heads. decided to come home around 1 and went on a little drive with donald. as of now i am still feeling some of the effects of that ride. i wish something real would happen. not just lackadasial nonsense. sakes alive. only ( Read more... )