As hard as it was to walk away and have you out of my life I know I had to do it, I will always love. I wish I didnt have to walk away, I will be honest I miss you so much. I wish things could have worked, I gave you all I could but you always made me feel like the bad guy and I was starting to hate myself, but I treated you like gold and if you ( Read more... )

Demons screamin'
Darkness intwined
Posessing my thoughts
Controlling my mind

I can't let go
I need to see
You walk away
And set me free

There were the times
You had your doubts
All that we could do
Was scream and shout
Then you came running
Back into my life
Every word you said
justed raised the knife

Demons screamin'
Darkness intwined
Posessing my ( Read more... )

Pushed Away, Run Astray ( Read more... )

I see the same crap happening again, the same things that pulled me into my depressions before, the same things that made me run into my glass prison. I need to find out whats going on before I lose my head again ( Read more... )

I have just discovered this song recently and I'm hooked. The compositions in it are incredible and the lyrics are amazing!!

Desert Rose
Why do you live alone
If you are sad
I'll make you leave this life
Are you white, blue or bloody red
All I can see is drowning in cold grey sand

The winds of time
You knock me to the ground
I'm dying of thirst
I wanna run ( Read more... )

Why is it as soon as I start to get my head together I always do something to fuck it up...
Not only did I fuck up my own head I hurt so many people close to me. Some have forgiven me which I don't deserve but others now want nothing to do with me.

Im really sorry to everyone I hurt, I know I don't deserve any of your forgiveness but I hope at some ( Read more... )

So I got bored and started looking up some amazing song lyrics from Dream Theater's Systematic Chaos album. throughout this process of trying to keep my boredom at bay some amazing lyrics really stood out to me over how Im feeling at this point in my life...
Keep in mind these lyrics are from various parts of the songs, they do not always follow ( Read more... )

I stand in the dark to call your name
Ive swam beneath your stormy skies
I knew we'd never be the same
But still we lived on with the lies

Through all this time it felt so wrong
Even through the doubt I still try
The end was coming all along
Now I feel it's time to die

Break my chains and set me free
You dragged me out of misery
All you did was leave me be
( Read more... )

"There's a hole in the world like a big black pit ( Read more... )

 *WOULD YOU RATHER ( Read more... )