you know how depressing it is, to finally like yourself a little bit, and then you go do something stupid like browsing around on myspace? so then you see all of these pretty girls, and it's not enough for them to stare you in the face, because they've got to be someone you know's girlfriend. and the someone you know has to be a very attractive guy ( Read more... )

Premature pyre,

taunt the smile of epiphany with a single caustic elegy.

Innocence disbanded,

I crawl beneath the twilight into the land of spent causes.

Ashen eyed,

parade the hand of mistrial with Victorian poise.

The era I have entered prints destiny on paper,

awaiting a tarnished authorization to release all left of a dejected apparition ( Read more... )

for every waking moment,
dwelling in our shared realm of antipathy,
a nightshade remedy awaits the  b r o k e n  soul. 
hopes of an opportunity to mend old wounds
direct all action down the centre of the double yellowed lines.
per chance to take, slightest movement made
will cast the pristine shadow of willing risk.
falter not in the face of the on ( Read more... )

APPARENTLY, this is how one makes a blayke:

5 parts jealousy
3 parts crazyiness
1 part empathy

so i hijacked jess' old myspace and found this little thing in Aaron's page. yes, i know i boycott the damned thing, but i needed to do it so i could take a look at a few profiles and what-not, because i need to keep my sanity every once in a while and tell ( Read more... )

so, we've got a few hours before the release of Heroine. thanks to Michael, my love, i've had it for four days already. Lucifer, bless that boy. yes, well, i've had the new FFTL album for four days, as previously stated, and i am in love with it. though i can't say whether i like it more than Dear Diary. let's use an analogy, shall we? Bullets : ( Read more... )

[that says no one's ever seen you without makeup. you're always made up.]

so i happen to be a bit depressed. Erin's mom is in her secondary mood, the one of which i do not like. i won't go into details. granted, it's not as bad as everything else she's taken. but it still upsets me. i guess it just brings me back to what has happened. not an easy ( Read more... )

i've just been preoccupied. with multiple situations. there have been some instances where my steps have faltered, for one thing. not exactly good times, though i assure you, everything is cleared up once again. ...for the most part. (don't mind my hypocrisy. i can't quite help it. anyways ( Read more... )

that's an interesting combination of words, i've gotta say. take out the spaces, and you get "arapidupdation", which makes me think (strangely enough) of some miniscule variation of an unknown STD.

anyways, FRIDAY was totally killer. best night of my life.

Remember Tomorrow played, and they kicked ass. we moshed a little bit, which was fun, but ( Read more... )

so today was definitely an interesting day ( Read more... )

so, Tricia and Mike and Erin and i went to the mall friday night. ariel and helene were there with a few of their friends. we also ran into gaeton, who apparently "has really nice eyes", according to Tricia. then she realized who it was. and freaked out. but hey, it happens ( Read more... )