is there ever that time when you just want to break down and cry even if it's in the middle of class...then when you go home...it's worst.

that's how my day has gone : )

and lucky me...it's still not over

idk....
i am beginning the think this is a stupid idea...
people shouldn't change no matter how hurt they make you...
even if they say they are going to...
they can't change
it's just who they are always going to be

what hurt more was just how they hurt me on purpose.
<3 amber

ahh

in OTC i ALREADY have a project to do
and everything else is easy

anddddddddd

idk things are boring..

hmmm...
i really just don't know what to do anymore
can people not take responsibilitys for their OWN actions..

fuck tards..

...i start school on Monday becusae of OTC...
AHHHHHHHHH

i really don't know what to do anymore..like..about anything..no matter what i do i fuck up..i really do

i care a lot..but whatever i do never seems to be enough

and i try so hard

what do you do when one of your really good friends doesn't trust you...and you've never done anything to them to make them not trust you????????

ahhhhhhhhhhh
10 hour shifts suck...and guess what?
today i get to work more..
lucky?
hahaha no

so this Friday
Kara, Whitney, Steve, and i
may be hanging out!!!!!!!!!1
WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO

i know you're jealous
i would be too

ehh..
i feel so sick today
i died my hair back to it's original color...
i look...
WEIRDDDDDDDD
i'm still not used to it...

i got 12th row tickets to CLAY WALKER!!!
i grew up listening to him...
and i love him
a lot
and i FINALLY get to go
well..
as soon as September 30th comes around...
BUT I GET TO GO!!!!
WOOOOOHOOOO!!!!
$89 dollars for two tickets.....
really expensive...
and my daddy doesn't know yet...
oppps!
lol

anyways....
i'm happy :)