Why is it that everything that can go wrong will go wrong... I'm having my fucking heart torn out every fucking day I'm here and I cant seem to get the fuck away... EVERYTHING has gone wrong... My trunk leaks so I'm having trouble getting my stuff in it cause it doesnt have lids and my trunk is soaked.... I was counting on a set amount of money ( Read more... )

If any of you read the last entry that my EX husband so kindly wrote... Please disregaurd it...

This sucks... I hate my life... I wanna be someone else for a while... Why do I always fuck everything I fucking touch up??? Answer me that one thing and you, my friend, will be a fucking god in my book... Why cant I be normal...

FRUSTRATION@#$!$&#^&(%&( He likes the fact that I go to the humane society just to visit the animals :D Today is a good day so far... No hangover, I had a cereal bar, AND yeah I have a smile glued to my face :D

So I got WICKED drunk last night... Now I have a sickning hangover. I was alright when I first got up, well besides the headach heh. I took my medicine and a couple hours later I was so dizzy I could barely walk and all that spinning made me nauseous so I puked up the awesome egg sammich I had for breakfast along with everything else in my stomach ( Read more... )

I hate my life... MEH!

He got the divorce papers.... I want to die... it feels like someone kicked me in my stomach and i cant recover my breath. I dont know why it's doing this to me cause i know that i dont want to be with him anymore but i love him so fucking much it hurts... I thought i had accepted the fact that this was coming eventually but thats just it " ( Read more... )

I still have hives and yeah they still itch... I'm so sex deprived i'm actually counting the days now (it's been 11 by the way) I havent even masturbated... I think something is wrong with me... I wanna go home :( I miss my friends and family... My new meds make me dizzy sometimes, like now i feel like i could fall out of this chair and i'd be ( Read more... )

So i've waited years to get on this medication and i think i might be allergic to it HAHAHAHAHA altho it might not be the medication i think it's from all the cleaning products i used yesterday.

Isnt this a lovely shade of red or what!?!?

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So I've started my daily regimin of pills, I'm a slave to the bottle once again... I cant help it tho, something is missing or doesnt work in my head which means for me to be "Normal" I need medication. I hate it but it has to be done. I cleaned my entire house including scrubbing my bathtub heh it's gonna take a few days for the dexedrine to ( Read more... )