I’m sorry that I haven’t written, I haven’t really had time, I’ve been busting my butt in class ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't really written in my journal lately because I started a therapy journal *by hand offline for my own personal use* so I don't really know what else to say here... I'm keeping it open so I can keep up with people, but I'll probably get back into it whenever I get the net at home, it's hard right now. Just so much is going on right now ( Read more... )

I LOVE CARLOS

And I don't care that he's Stacy's ex anymore, I love that man, and I want to be with him so bad... I'm done feeling guilty, because I feel that this is meant to be.

I had a bad weekend though, lets just say I was almost raped.

That's all for today, gooday.

Yesterday I stayed home sick, my stomach was bothering me a little, AND I didn’t feel like going to school. Mainly because there are these two guys hitting on me really bad ,they are cousins too, and they both want me. One wants to get “freaky” with me, and the other one has already kissed me! WHOA right! Today he (T (cant spell his name or say it ( Read more... )

I'm so happy ( Read more... )

A couple of nights ago Juan and I got into it really bad, whereas he told me “whatever” when we hung up the phone. I don’t take that bull, so I haven’t called him, at all. I’m thinking to myself that I need to let go of him, friendship and all. Because if he can’t treat me with decent respect because I’m his “ex girlfriend” then it’s stupid to even ( Read more... )

My weekend was different. We didn’t really do much of anything, besides go to Dee’s house on Saturday and sample some of her famous Frito Pie, haha. And then on Sunday we went to the AFB and tried to cash a check but they wouldn’t let us, so today if Robert doesn’t send us the money he promised, then we are going after school. But I’m getting ahead ( Read more... )

Last night was probably the worst night for me, basically because I was on the phone all night with Juan. Since Tuesday, it’s been a ritual (I guess) where I call him and we talk until we both fall asleep. Well last night he was all depressed and what have you and he’s just so… I don’t know. He feels bad for everything he put me through and he ( Read more... )

Last night I stayed up all night on the phone with Juan, talking about random things, and he was killing me softly talking about how is life is going now. He was talking about the weekend before last how “everyone got laid” besides Colt, meaning he got some from his lil whore Annie. I hate that bitch, I tell you what. I put a lot of time and ( Read more... )

Daniel went away to his dad's for the weekend, then returned last night, and I got to read and everything. I also picked up a copy of one of Dean Koontz's books Odd Thomas which so far is a very different book for him ( Read more... )