Ahh.. I hate my fuckin life. It sucks. I dont know what to do anymore. Dad is pissing me off. Lance is pissing me off. The whole FUCKING world is pissing me off. There is just so much fuckin bitching. Dad wants to know every little detail of my daily "so called" life. Lance is just being Lance. A total asshole. Its so aggravating. I feel like going ( Read more... )

Wednesday was Christis 18th birthday. I tried to call her but she wasnt home. Call me damnit! hehe..jk But that night I spent the night with Nikki. I didnt come home until today. But Thursday night me and her smoked half of a joint and then Ray took us to the fair. I hate the fair with a passion! But I was fucked up so I didnt really care. We rode ( Read more... )

Ok, Im gonna try my best to remember what has happened since my last entry..so be patient. Last night I spent it with my mom and stepdad. It was ok. But I really wanted to go to Nikkis house. But I had fun. Today my cousin, Dylan, and my mema came over. Dylan was playing with Spike and mom had told him to throw the toy so Spike could chase it. haha ( Read more... )

I dyed my hair like 5 days ago and...haha...it was suppose to take the fake color out and bring back my real color ( dirty blonde ), well it didnt. It turned it piss yellow and it left the black in my hair. So I looked like some kind of fucked up animal. You know, the kinds that are supposed to be in testing labs. Well anyways I went to Wal-Mart ( Read more... )

Im fucked up off my ass. Its fso funny. eVerything si. Last night was so much fun. We had another joint and we smoked it. And i believe I can honesly say this is the best shiit I ever had. Oh yeah Im at christis. I came over last nithg. Christis mom gave us another one beforee she left foe work. And she said we can hace another one before wes comes ( Read more... )

Let me see... I found out that my cousin is having another kid. I guess Im glad. Nothing else really has happened. Im just bored. Hmmmm..... Oh remember that dude I was telling you guys about? The one from NC? Well anyways I will talk about him. Hes so sweet. He really is. I want to meet him but he lives 7 hrs away. That sucks. He needs to move ( Read more... )

Im sad. I just keep thinking of the 10th of this month. Its coming. To fast. I know its my bros birthday but its also the day my papa died. I just, for some reason, wish that the 10th of October would no longer be. Its hard. I miss my papa. He got on my nerves alot but I still loved him. And I still do. Always I will, no matter what. Hes the ( Read more... )

Once again I am so fucking bored. Thats like the description of my life. Well today my check came in. YAY! Thats about the only good thing that has occured. Me and Dad didnt go pay bills like we usually do. Which Im glad because I didnt feel like being stuck in the car all day. I wasnt feeling to well this morning so thats why I didnt want to be in ( Read more... )

Im bored. As always. Sunday I spent the night with Nikki. We got fucked up on Loratabs and watched porn. It was fun though. Thats about it really. Im waiting on my friend to get off work for he can talk to me on IM. Hurry up! hehe Well guess Ill go. ByeByes

I am so fuckin tired of this shit! Dad wont let me do shit anymore. I have been trying my damndest to go over to Nikkis house for the past 3 days and he finally said I could. But its gonna have to be tomorrow. I dont know what his problem is. He said that he didnt like Ray. Their house guest. But Ray is actually nice. Hes not an asshole. He just ( Read more... )