So here it is christmas....2009 a lot has happened over these years!!
i will be sure to update me life asap...but it's twlight time!

so i guess when i use to write in this thingg i had a FED up life!! hahha

i love my life noww.w..and i guess you could say i grew up from my past!!

you learn a lot from past experiences! it's great :)

well this is so weird lol

first it was thisss..then MYSPACE..NOW FACEBOOK

hmm i wonder what will be next :)

FUCK YOU ANDY,CAITLIN,AND RACHAEL ( Read more... )

WHAT DO I DO ...NOW??

....i am lost in my OWN world

I remember it well ( Read more... )

i am sooo scared...AHHHHH

....i can almost see the lights.....ALMOST.... : /

help me god!

i love you andrew clifford lakanen ( Read more... )

welll.....last night pretty made up for all this shit ....that's been going on ( Read more... )

OMG JUST LEAVE US THE FUCK ALONE....ALL OF YOU

ahhhh

YOU ARE RUINING MY FUCKING LIFE...ARE YOU HAPPY ARE YOU HAPPY ...I AM PRETTY SURE YOU CAN FIGURE OUT WHO THIS IS ABOUT....YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE...AL;KSJDFLK;ASJDF;LADJSL;FJD;SAFJ;KLSA OMGGGGGGGG JUST LEAVE US ALONE PLEASE FOR ONE FUCKING DAY

YOU ALL SUCK

THE END

FIN

i am so tired of crying and feeling the way i do....

i want to be the happiest i have EVER..been like i use to be...like WE use to be!! <3 ( Read more... )