less than a day has passed and the word has spread like a wild fire in our hearts. we stand strong without a single thing we can do to help to get him out. as i was talking to dad, his comments made me want to tell him off because of his hipocracy. then i pass by my sister's room and find her crying. it broke my heart and almost brought a tear to ( Read more... )

i just found out that my brother was arrested yesterday. im afraid that he may lose his job. this shit is as scary as a gorilla raping a chihuahua.

despite all that may happen in the future i dont care because i will always continue to be alive. educating myself doesnt mean i will be successful in life, but that i have knowledge to create a better world for the ones around me. the next three years seem like they will take me places i may or may not want to be. the best thing about it all is ( Read more... )

what really constitutes a person to be bad? is it doing drugs? being selfish? i dont know myself. but the truth here is that i dont feel like a bad person at all. i do bad things, but that doesnt make me a bad person. last night for the first and last time i tried coke. it was nothing special and didnt do anything. i felt bad all day today, but now ( Read more... )

I'm over the first hump of many hills to climb. It's quite ironic how i always ride my bike everywhere, an analogy of my life going up and down hills, flat ground, getting flats, making repairs. It's as if my life was a bike. I feel relieved that I'm done with the two projects for my French lit courses. The remaining hill would have to be the ( Read more... )

my mind continues to be lost in a constant state of confusion. comprehension of languages, people's intentions, school work has dwindled down quite rapidly. i find myself having a difficult time returning to the american way of thought and analysis. why must i be going through this difficult assimilation into the culture i once knew quite well ( Read more... )

the only thing i ask for in my inheritance of my loved loves is to give me their pictures of everyone and thing they have. after all, thats where the true value lies. money fades quick and my selflessness allows me to not have to live in such a great luxury. there is much i have to learn about my entire family in the states and back in nicaragua.

At the current moment I'm in Houston, Texas... and boy is it boring out here. Everything is far from other places, the lack of sidewalks in most streets (excluding downtown), no recycling canisters for homes, slow drivers, ugly construction along the entire freeway. Well, you get the point. Spending this time out here made me realize that my ( Read more... )

and my time back home has gone by so quickly. i hate that im here and not continuing the following semester in Paris. I never realized how much the U.S. lacks life in its cities, and also the great public transportation like Paris. all in a nutshell i am moving to Paris or Madrid in the next two or three years.

so this thing hasnt gotten much of my attention while ive been in europe. but to recap ( Read more... )