for some reason i cant get her out of my mind. being around her makes me happy. i feel complete. at the same time not being able to express myself the way i wish i could lets me down. there are so many things id like to tell her, share with her, express to her, but its just not possible. i understand that shes going out with someone, and apparently ( Read more... )

so im bored and decide to thoroughly clean my bike chain. so i remove the chain from the bike, clean it, and decide to put it back on. so as i go to do it, i twist the handle to drive the pin into the chain links. then i notice that the chain link looks weird, i pull it out and one of the links is bent. so now im FUCKED cause i cant ride my bike ( Read more... )

the whole thing with brianna is over and done with in my mind. if she stays with him im happy for her. ill still be waiting patiently. ive matured more since the news hit me, and im glad that it did ( Read more... )

so theres a girl i was going out with for a little until i was told by her mom that i couldnt, i dont know why exactly but yea. so i end up backing away my feelings for her so that her mom doesnt give her shit ( Read more... )

so i guess this is the part of my life where i decide whether or not to begin partying and slacking off in class. i mean there are plenty of people to talk to at my school, but dont find the desire to because im so closed to people. i know that i like someone and have liked them for two years. not being allowed to see that person like i want to ( Read more... )

so it happens to be that some girl that i only chatted with in my psych class last semester likes me. i go to my facebook account and change it to being in a relationship so that she doesnt get the wrong impression. she calls me like three times a day for a week, and then tells me that she is also seeing someone. i dont think its true but she ( Read more... )

care less and less about having a car. i mean, all i do is go to school in whittier, and work, and maybe on the occasion i'll hang out with friends. but ive realized that having a car is more of an inconvenience cause i can get around with my bike just as well with a car ( Read more... )

well today i finished my last final, the one i dreaded out of all of them. i think i did decently. now all i gotsta worry about is work and getting el poderoso running again. well im just waiting for this school year to pass quick so i can get ready for france and possibly spain ( Read more... )

well things arent great but theyre not bad. i'm not going out with anna anymore since i realized that we dont hang out as often and cause she doesnt have a future that i want to continue with her. but umm, ive gone back to being single which i find better since i can now do what i want when i want. haha not in that way though.i still like brianna A ( Read more... )

it was a decent and sucky summer as usual. hoping to have my ar fixed this semester i think this year will be better than ever. i have four courses: art, spanish, french, and psych. all these classes are going to be interesting. can't wait to start school cause working blows. im riding my bike now and am now enjoying it so much that i want to buy a ( Read more... )